May 11, 2026
It's now been two months since the last entry. I have beaten a couple of games during this period - kh1.5 fm, dmc3, dmc5, ikaruga and osu tatakae ouendan. I couldnt beat the last song on osu on normal mode for more than 3+ plus years, after a lot of persistence and struggle what seemed unsurmountable was something is beat with a whisker, no misses on the entire 490 beats but my life was on the verge of being finished. If i stick long at it for some time I should be able breakthrough as long as it is possible to do so. I had even left kh1 halfway 4 years but I beat it anyways, big shoutout to guy who put up his save file before every boss. I bought dmc5 nearly 3 years ago and I beat it too now, super fun game, especially when V read William Blake poetry - The hours of folly are measured by the clock but of wisdom, no clock can measure & He who desires, but acts not, breeds pestilence. I have been enraptured by poetry now I wish to read more of them. I rememeber watching a lecture by Mr Bradbury, I was dazzled by charisma and words and his suggestion of reading one short story, essay and a poem before bed for 1000 days. I am now very looking forward to reading fahrenheit 451. I also beat the freestyle version of DMC3 SE on switch and was blown away that 21 year old game is still this good. This what they mean by something that is truly timeless. I also recently watched T2 trainspotting the 20 year follow-up on the original. A super fanservice sequel but very reflective of itself, the actions from the past do have ever lasting consequences even in the future. I loved the final scene transition into credits with the lust for life remix in the background. Blogging was kind of looked down upon during the new choose life monologue - blog from your first wank to your last breath. It is an excellent observation where I noticed that my blogs won't even be seen and just a way of saving pen and paper. It's just me typing down my thoughts. On the contrary it did make my critical of the way I use my time on the internet, am I the charioteer who is command or am I just wandering in a mirror maze i.e am I doing it with intention and agency or am I running on autopilot. Frankly the takeaway I can leave is that I just need to live and act with intent, be content that every second doesn't have to be joy but just continue to live, as long as I breathe - there will always be something interesting around the corner that makes life worth living. That's a nice way to close out this long entry.
March 14, 2026
It's been two weeks since I made the first version of the webpage. I don't even remember what I even did during that time period. Now that I think about it there is so much stuff to watch and experience in this world that a lifetime wouldn't be enough. Sigh....
March 2, 2026
I am done with logging all the games on my backlog on the site.Lessgo!!!
March 1, 2026
Today is the first day I built a website on neocities. So this website will serve as a logging tracker and to collect my thoughts.